I can say with all and complete honesty, that.

No. It's not just because a few people said "no, I don't like DemyHope"

If that's what you're thinking, don't.

If you think I'm just trying to cover it up and make up a better excuse, then just go away.

While yes, recent experiences have motivated me, this stamp has been an idea of mine for a long time.

But y'know.

If you don't believe me, then fine. Go ahead and think so.

This is the case for some people.

Certainly me.

I know a few others.

Yeah, that's right. I know other people like this.

Y'know...

I used to- yes, used to- get a lot of shit about my KnuckEzz pairing.

Back when Ezz was me.

Ezz was my rabbit girl, my Sonic fursona at one point, until I changed to Hope the Cat and let Ezz become her own person.

I paired myself up with Knuckles.

Anyone who remembers can say they remember Bluefire or CrazyFox or whatever the flyin' hell...

My name for him was StupidFox.

He claimed I had no life and no friends if all I was doing was pairing up myself and being an idiot fangirl over Knuckles.

I said "you see all these people saying you're stupid because you're cornering me like this? They're pretty good examples of all the friends I don't have. You see these comics I make? All these fans? Pretty good example of the life I don't have."

He kept comin' back though.

After a while we truced.

I still hate him.

If he came back and he wanted to be my best friend and apologized very nicely, part of me would still hate the little...

*coughs* Anyway.

Wow, writing this let me vent a lot.

Thanks y'all for lettin' me bitch.

*coughs*

Anyway, yeah... As said, I had this stamp idea a long time ago, so no, it's not just because a few people said "no, I don't like DemyHope, or literal fanxofficial", so please don't think that.

I just... Y'know...

Sentimental moment.

If you're fed up with me, feel free to navigate away from the stamp. Webpage. Website. My userpage. Watching me. Whatever.

I don't have a boyfriend.

I don't even have a crush.

I want one. One of either, I don't care.

I say it every day.

I annoy the living shit out of my friends by saying it, I've always thought so, even though most of them tell me "it's okay, I don't mind."

I don't have any attraction to any of the guys in my school because most of them have already made fun of me.

All the others, I don't know much, and neither of them would like to get to know me.

Some of them like my art and think I'm pretty cool, but whaddaya know, they're taken.

I'm shy.

I could hardly admit to myself if I liked anyone, let alone that guy.

So to escape all this... *air quotes* "love pressure"...

I escape by drawing myself with someone who doesn't exist, who I'm not even sure would care for me.

Sure, I'm a fangirl about it. Sure, I'm a dork about it, and sure, I think an imaginary person that someone somewhere at some point made up for a mini-boss and slightly-harder boss in a video game series by Square Enix is hot.

But damn it sure makes the solitary heart feel a little better.