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About Me Premium Member Comic Artist Hope AWESOME.16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Art Status

Everyone else does this. So I thought, "why not me tooooooo!"

With an elongated "too" like that, too.

*ahem*

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Requests:
Closed

Art Trades:
Closed

Birthdays in Queue for Gifts:
none

Holidays I'm Expecting to Draw For:
Christmas

Contests I'm In:
:iconbloody-moon-tears:'s Christmas/New Year's Contest

There will never be a day when: 

30%
15 deviants said There is no negativity.
30%
15 deviants said People will stop arguing over whose opinion is better/right.
28%
14 deviants said We learn to respect each others' differences.
8%
4 deviants said There is a single and true smile.
4%
2 deviants said There are no problems with our friends.

Quotes I Live By

Here is a compilation of quotes I've come to adore...

Maybe "quotes I live by" isn't the best title, but oh well.

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"I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music." -Billy Joel

"If you are not doing what you love, you are wasting your time." -Billy Joel

"Don't take any shit from anybody!" -Billy Joel

"To days of inspiration, playin' hooky, makin' somethin' out-a nothin', the need to express, to communicate, to going against the grain, going insane, going mad! To love intention, no pension, to more than one dimension, for starving for attention, hating convention, hating potential, not to mention of course, hating dear old mom and dad!" -La Vie Boheme from Rent

"There's nothing wrong with drawing yourself falling in love with a canon character. So what? It's just showing that you love the character for who they are, even though they are fictional. (Also known as having a crush on a fictional character) It just means that they like his or her personality and you are interested in people like that." -~SBG-stamps

"It was pouring rain last night. ...And you can interpret that any way you want." -Me

"Hope is a waking dream." -Aristotle

"Hope is one of those things in life you cannot do without." -LeRoy Douglas

"Today is a great day for a song!" -A Song One Of The Jr. High Choirs Sang In A Concert Once One Time Lol What

"I'm going to go cut myself in the corner with objects that are not sharp enough to penetrate skin." -Me

"It's a beautiful day." -Beautiful Day by Kerli

"I said, 'I've gotta be honest, I've been waiting for you all of my life.'" -As Lovers Go (Ron Fair Remix) by Dashboard Confessional

"Do you have the time to listen to me whine? About nothin' and everything all at once." -Basket Case by Green Day

"Life is my creation, is my best friend, imagination is my defense!" -The Creationist by Kerli

"If writers wrote as carelessly as some people talk, then adhasdh asdglaseuyt[bn[ pasdlgkhasdfasdf." -Lemony Snicket

"I am Batman. Do not make me angry or I will punch you so hard, words describing the impact will appear out of thin air!" -I Don't Know

"If you keep drawing like this, you will never be successful" -One of Dr. Seuss' Art Teachers, Before He Became One Of The Most Well-Known Children's Books Author and Illustrator

"To judge a man, simply look at his friends." -Unknown

"If you are to criticize someone, you must first walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you do criticize them, you are a mile away, and you have their shoes." -Unknown

Hmmmm...

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 3:56 AM
Quote of Right Now:

"It's a beautiful day, the sun's comin' up, the sun's goin' down for you! It's a beautiful day, and everyone says the world's goin' 'round for you!" -Beautiful Day by Kerli


Hmmmm...

There be lots of depressions 'n' sensitivity 'n' hate goin' 'round...

Some of you know who I might be talking to... Some of you are probably those I am referring to.

But don't be mad. Don't get upset. Don't think I'm attacking you.

I just... there's a breaking point, guys, there's a point where I say, "I can't deal with this anymore, I gotta do something about it."

Usually, it's the point where I log out of MSN, turn off the internet, cry for about ten minutes and then wipe my tears and go downstairs, hoping nobody will catch the signs on my face that I've cried.

That breaking point, I thought, was last night, I felt like I should fuck everything over and leave DeviantArt for a while, NOT FOREVER, like some seemed to think last time I said something similar... |:

And screw MSN for a while because I felt like all I did was make everything worse for everybody.

I went downstairs, wiping my eyes in the dark, expecting everyone to be in the living room... Dad passed, flipping the cup he had at me, and splashing some water on me from when he washed it.

I freaked out and told him to stop, and he caught me wiping my eyes and asked me what was wrong.

I talked to my dad.

Shockingly and amazingly...

My father helped.

My father, for some reason, has the amazing ability to see things for how they truly are. Maybe it's just because he's older and wiser and smarter... and I'm some stupid teenager...

But he helped me see different sides of my situation.

He told me it's not my fault, and all I was trying to do was help, and that made me a good friend.

If not, well fuck life, fuck me, and fuck the world.

But that's what I'm going to believe in until something tells me otherwise...

The breaking point is now.

I want you guys to be happy, I really do. I'm sorry, you, person thing, if last night I was over the top in "woe is me" and "it's all my fault" and did nothing to help you feel better. I'm sorry if my crazy apologizing spree was fucking annoying and not worth looking at. I can believe you if you say that the only thing I did to make it worse was blame myself, but maybe that makes me selfish, but maybe saying that makes you feel worse. I apologize deeply for the fact that I just simply don't know what to say sometimes... Like right now.

So, for whatever it is I've done, I don't even know what, and I don't even know if there is anything, but I am sorry.

You, person thing with the face, and the annoying friend, leave her the fuck alone. She doesn't deserve your guys' shit so if I hear about either of you one more fucking time, I swear to God I will cut you down until you can't read anymore.

You, other person things, from school, I am very sorry if my sudden logging out and not saying a word and leaving my personal message as "I fucking hate myself" worried you. Then again, I don't know if you guys saw, or even cared, since lately I've just been a bitch with really weird emotions. Thanks for trying, Shawn, whatever you said "so much for trying" about...

You, other person thing. I know life's hard at home... But don't ever give up on me... I just read the description in your vent art... And don't be ashamed of making that sort of art with any of your characters... Because I'm gonna be honest, it's the bad feelings and emotions that fuel the most beautiful art. Not saying it's good that you feel this way. But it's nothing to be iffy about, vent art with characters of yours... I'm not making any sense and I'm straying from the topic, I'm so sorry...

Anyway, hun, just keep hanging on. She is a fucking idiot telling you all those things. I am so sorry that you have to hear those things because you do not deserve any more than you've already taken in. You deserve to draw and be happy that you're drawing and that should be the end of that. She should shut her fucking mouth and either give the fuck up and let you be, or get a change of heart and realize she can't change you and support you.

But my words probably mean nothing... I'm not 100% sure of what's all goin' on with you, nor do I know if you read my journal. Oh well... but do know that I am here worrying about you, if you're reading this, and I pray to God that you see the better side of your life very soon...

*inhales* ...

Hmm...

I can't think of any other friends I need to console anonymously and not over MSN because I'm a loser...

Hmm...

Well...

Hopefully this is enough for you guys... sorry if I can't get anything right, but...

Anyway, don't be shocked if I'm not here.

I think this was a waste of time and nothing came out the way I wanted it to... so I think that internet break is sounding real good about now... Give me more time to work on my stuff I need to work on...

Goodbye.

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Beautiful Day - Kerli
  • Reading: none
  • Watching: none
  • Playing: none
  • Eating: none
  • Drinking: none

Journal History

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This is who I am. Get used to it or get the hell out.

Information

Basics:
Name: Hope (middle name withdrawn for safety) (last name withdrawn for safety)...what, you thought I'd let you come stalk and kill me? No way. |:
Age: 16 (but I'm not gonna grow up~)
Gender: Female
Race: White Mexican, and I am a disgrace to my Hispanic ancestors.
Blood Type: Red (YEAH, FEAR IT, IT'S ILLOGICAL AND quote unquote, "makes me look really stupid" |D )
Shoe Size: 8½
Face: What..?

Favorites:
Movies: Disney movies, comic book-based movies, etc. etc. etc. D| Am nerd.
Musicians/Bands/Artists: Savage Garden, Simple Plan, Evanescence, Billy Joel, Bryan Adams, Richard Marx, Fall Out Boy, Disney Studios
Foods: Chicken, fish, MEAT.
Games: The Kingdom Hearts series, the Mario Series, the Zelda series, Elebits, We <3 Katamari, the Animal Crossing series
Things: Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens, bright copper kettles and- *killed*
Things (for real this time): Purple, love stories, clever riddles, dark things, laughing, hugs, Demyx, being in a great mood, respect, gum, finishing anything, singing, drawing, writing, fanxofficial pairings, selfxofficial pairings, rubber ducks, shiny things, the scent of vanilla

For Your Benefit:
What Will Earn You My Friendship: Respect, patience, loyalty, similar opinions in a few fields, a sense of humor

What Will Earn You My Hatred: Constant criticism that isn't constructive, blatant disagreement, failure to understand why I am the way I am, failure to get used to who I am and how I act, the inability to laugh, the inability to understand what's a joke and what's not

Friends

:iconskyefeather: :icongolden-3point14: :icontoshimitakaya: :iconllednarbkaf: :iconkiki-akuma: :icontyt0alba: :icontristan-chan: :iconalieasilverfox: :iconflaredrake20: :iconjaymazing: :iconfairysharkbait: :iconrakshata-windcaller: :iconfirstdecemberrose: :iconalienpandaprincess: :iconjakpine: :iconpamason1129: :iconflamongirl13: :iconvashtrigunfan: :iconmiyokohikaru: :iconlil-wild-devil: :iconbloody-moon-tears: :icontwicerefracted: :iconskyepine: :iconmayouh101: :iconxxxz-manxxx: :iconlespud:

Comments


:icondragontempest:
I saw your anti org 13 yaoi stamp and i agree it's killing me to

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nobodies are people to
:icongoddessofthesun:
Thanks a bunch for the :+fav:!

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I wish the goblins would come and take me away... Right now.
:iconspongyducky:
:music:Thanks for the :+fav:!

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"But I don't want to go among mad people," said Alice.
"You can't help that," said the cat. "We're all mad here."
:iconflamongirl13:
DUDE.

HOPE.

I CAN TOTALLY TELL YOU ARE AWKWARD BY LOOKING AT A PHOTOGRAPH.

I now know your entire personality, background, family history, and your blood type |:

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I'm Flamon in dA's Digimon Crew.

"Nah, think I'll pass. My heart just wouldn't be in it, ya know? Haven't got one." - Axel
:iconghost-the-echidna:
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhsnap D8

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Anti Non-canon Yaoi
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Don't let life go by without you.
:iconmattandrews:
Thanks for collecting.
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Thank you very much for the :+fav: =D

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Mad? I've just got more fantasy

SORRY MY ENGLISH SUCKS!!!
But my pronunciation is nice :3
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:huggle: Thank you so very much for adding my work to your fav's! I hope you have a wonderful day! :huggle:

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******:floating: Li :floating:*******

****:meditate: *Oogway: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present. ":meditate:***
:icongsmthehedgehog:
I got 358/2 Days for my birthday along with my awesome red DS.

Along with you, I have also gotten addicted.

NEVER HAVE I BEEN SO FASCINATED BY LUXORD

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"Will I wait tomorrow from this night? Will I use my dignity? ...Will someone care?" -- RENT
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If you cried when Axel faded, copy and paste this in your signature." - I'll admit I did ._.

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